It all started...

Many people have different stories about how they knew they were going to be kinky, or how they came to like the things they do. As a kid I was the youngest of many siblings, some step and other half siblings. I lived with my father when I was 12 and I had satellite television in my room. I remember there being a channel 745 that I knew I should not be watching. It was sex tv. I was very curious about this show, and they liked to show "cartoons" I can remember vividly one of them that's stands out above the rest

It was what I later learn to be a show about pony girls and their Mistress. It was done in an animated style. It started with a women riding on a carriage, covered in leather and holding a crop and reins to her "horses" They were indeed women dressed in latex with halters and reins in their mouths. In high heels they clipped and clopped along as fast as they could. After whipping them and forcing them to go faster, they finally arrived back at their mansion.

The Mistress then tied her "horses" up and raised them, after gagging them and stripping them naked she washed them clean, putting streams of water in places that made the girls wiggle and moan. I remember wondering why she was doing that, and why the girls had such wide eyes and moans from behind the ball gag. After I watched it I tried to recreate it in my journal but I didn't know how to, because I was confused to what was actually happening. But I knew for a fact I liked when the woman cracked the whip, and how the girls hung tied up for her.

I am not into pony girls but that show started me on a long path for my life.