To be owned again?

I am part of a website that I am sure many of you know, called AFF.com. I have found many different types of people on there. I find I can be more open and free about what I am looking for then on a normal dating site. I have actually met more normal guys on there looking for a relationship then any other dating website. I met my first couple there and others. It is very hit and miss though this site, there are way to many 54 yr old men that send me messages wanting to sleep with me when I am not looking for someone over 30.

Last night I came upon a couple that lives not to far from me which is unusual because I'm out in the middle of no where lol. I thought that they seemed great, a 25 yr old couple looking for a pet he is dominant and she is a switch. I could not come up with a good message so I traveled on from their page, to my happy surprise they sent me a message. We talked and chatted on msn for quite a while and we got along really well. But I have this nagging voice asking if I want to go down this road again.

It will be a year at the end of the month since I was owned by Dia and her husband. Things went really well until the end as she became quite mean and happened to tell everyone in a bar that I was a sex slave and that I would be sleeping at the end of the bed that night because I refused to lick the bottom of her dirty shoe.(have you ever seen the floor of a bar ewwww...)

I did become friends with another couple but they never did own me, we met for a fun night a time or two but that's it. So I am terrified now that I am faced with a chance of being a pet again. I know I miss the discipline and the control and the sex but do I want to be that person again. I would love to meet a guy that I could have a kinky relationship with and I find it hard to say on a date oh by the way I am owned by a couple so we cant have sex unless they say so. That being said there is nothing wrong with being a pet of a couple, heck I loved it. But I don't know if that's what I am looking for in my life right now. I am a very open person and to not be able to tell my father and family about things is hard. How do I say we met and how do I explain all the time we seem to spend together.

I don't want to become friends with this couple and turn them down or back out at the last minute. Ugh why does life have to be so confusing.